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Wednesday, July 21, 2010

no mood
didn attend school today
yst night i broke down cos i was really very stress, i feel that i cant breathe easily
why isit that life is so difficult to be.?
i really don understand why i keep pushing myself so far even though i know i cant take
is my standard too high for myself?
am i kiasu?
or am i scared not doing well?
perhaps all, and the very first reason is because i don have time.
im angry, frustrated, hateful, lost, annoyed and disappointed.
i really dislike showing attitude or cry just because im stress because it indicates that im weak and cant perservere.
i want to say sorry and thank you to huishi because yst i showed her attitude after i reached home.
she's my best cousin and yet im doing this to her.
she listened and shared my problems
she pity on me
she cared about me
but i just cant control my anger.
im really really really a very bad cousin.
if can, i wont choose to cry infront her. i will just lock myself in the room and cry in the middle of the night like nobody cares.
however, for certain circumstances i have to, my heart just couldnt control it
i have tried to repress it many times until yst when i finally cnt take it anymore
u know, life of current student is that stress and tough
u cant blame them if they do things wrong or become abnoxious kids
u musnt be curious why they are down with depression or drink
im not turning to any of the categories because at least i have friends and family standing beside me and lend me their shoulder whenever im down, but i do understand their feelings and emotions why they have to do that as a soothing reaction.
i nv hated study so much until i came into poly, at least last time is just a grumbling or moaning thats it.
the feeling of dreading school has nv been so strong as this time round.
i already told u that im very busy and packed, why do u still wanna meet me and asked me to fork out some time for u.?
its not worth it for u. just stop messsaging me and spare me please !
i feel very annoyed and irritating especially when u always chose the 'right' time to message me
don u have ur things to do too, its like a nv ending problem
how do i solve it
if i vent my anger on you i wont feel apologetic because its you who keep provoking me.