weewee!!
start off two stupid pictures of myself first since meijun nagged me for more pic
ya ya ya i know my face fat already...meijun's parent also say my face like rounder le
haish...whatever larh
im sick and tired of watching my weight everyday, seriously im those kind of person with bigger fat cells, thats why i turn fat easily
now i just wanna eat normal, continue exercise of course and have no snacks IF i can control.
losing weight is so difficult and tiring, the more u control, the more you eat and the target u set, the 1 kg u lose will bounce back and gain even more lor.
im in that situation....
this is another busy week again
my priority in life is sleep and yet this is the most little thing i've done
u know everyday i only have 4-5 hours of sleep.?
im sure one day my body wont be able to take it, how long can i tahan im wondering
this is enough i thought, but its me who put myself to this torturing life am i right.?
who ask me to join CCA in the first place.?
who ask me to be a spendthrift then.?
who ask me not to revise homework
and who ask me to be so stupid .?
i can neither give up my CCA nor studies or even work.
so i should just shut up and don blame others for it. hahas.
anyway shall show u what i've done for the week:
Monday: .....lesson as per normal, slept super late for revision
Tuesday:.....went to school early for ideas project, stayed back for ideas project then off to tkd. slept super late for revision.
Wednesday: 8am lesson, stayed back after school until 6 plus 7 for ideas project. went back home to do model till 2 am late night.
this is what i've done alone, not perfect but i've put a lot of effort to do
Thursday: 8.30 lesson in the morning, from here u can count exactly how many hours i slept only.
not really satisfied with ideas presentation cos i think i nv did my best cos i kept then then then....really dread this module so so much.
seriously its wasting my time only.
last two hours lesson we have stress management,
the teacher like making us stress and not relieving stress,
she asked us to come up with a logo that can represent our proposal
so i just drew...hahas so cute right.
its all the exercising equipments cos my group is doing stress and exercise.
then she's not satisfied with our workshe said we nv think out of the box
she said before that she alr told us we can go out of the classroom to get whatever source we can
she said we can open laptop and come out with whatever creative logo we want
and she said we nv do it at all, we just sit at our place and draw, talk
she said when she was teaching in JC, THE STUDENTS THERE ARE LIKE ADULTS, they can do it very well and INTERESTINGLY. so u mean we are like kids that just doodling idly on the paper.?
and she said that she cant show us what 02 has done since the standard of the class has set. she meant that we are of lower standard than 02 lor. im not jealous or angry with 02 actually because indeed they are much diligent than us. so what !!!!
she shouldnt compare okay, im ultra unhappy with this matter lor,
we are not from arts school of course we cant be creative pls.
compare 01 with 01 for what?! compare jc with poly for what?!
lesson end at 6...the sun is setting but my anger is boiling
Friday: slept at 11 at thursday night thats why friday im more energetic.
these pictures are dedicated to meijun, i know she like to see those organs
so tatas ~
left:liver. right:lungs
cows stomach. this is only 1/4 of it FYI !!!!before that i thought is intestine lor
kidney
i volunteered to disect the liver.
woohoos..interesting
but the top one is not i disect one, is su's cos my medulla part not very clear so miss liew used her's to explain.
meijun arh..u like it marhs
my lesson end then i quickly chiong to take photos de leh,
just for you to see only.
don need to thank me hor. *tweety 180degree swing* hohos =X
Saturday: POL-ITE poomsae competition
Sunday: POL-ITE Sparring competition
went down to temasek poly for both days, actually sunday i can replace nicole for work but the prize presentation is on sunday which was very rush, so i just tell her that i cnt replace her alr. feeling remorseful :(
for sat poomsae, i got bronze, fang ting got gold
congrats congrats
im not satisfied with my results however, my bronze is not third place, is forth place because there are two bronze winners.
i felt im not like winner like that lor, forth place usually is nv get medal derh, normally is 1 gold, 1 silver and 1 bronze de what.
nvm at least i made my sch proud, but you know this actually made me have no confidence in joining IVP le. im disheartened
im i expecting too much for myself?
now i just wanna do well for the upcoming sunday grading then im officially green belt.
double once is enough, no more double for me already cos after green have to fight alr, i don wan to spar with higher rank people. hahas. so scared ~
anyhow, pictures...
erhem..excuse me, this photo actually is my individual shot de, but stupid chee hian keep on squeezing in. he look like the hong kong actor 马国明 don u think so? hmm...ok this he look very jiao don look like, must see his expression-less look.
photo shot with ah E,
xi guan le.
i always call her this even though i know is someone else who start calling her this
lastly, a photo with pretty fangting.so pretty, can do pattern, can spar and we are both year 1
my idol already larh, gold lehh...
if me i will be so so so ~~~ overjoyed.
we didn get overall championship, came in forthbut we are the no.1 jiu in our heart.
SP SA !!!
♥our lips must always be sealed
6:45 AM
Saturday, January 15, 2011
as promised, im back to blogso looking forward to new year can !!!i haven buy any new year clothes yet. super sian. Booo...!!
tata pictures ~see, anatomy class is always so interestingbloody bloody bloody ~~~last fri we have our anatomy practical again...its another fun time once more.hahahahs !!! nobody dislike anatomy practical i can assure u, we got to see real life organsrest assure, is sheep organ not human one, anyway HSA also wont allow sch to use human organ the right pic look so like piece of fish meat right, actually its a diasect heart, the left pic shows alot of the organ part, there's lungs, kidney, liver and fatsss...this time i nv touch the organs because miss liew still need to save them for 02p/s: i don wanna press or anyhow touch until it has to be thrown away lehthe last practical our class touch touch until miss liew got to throw away and purchase a new one for 02. hiak hiaks..so now, less hand, less 'danger' to those organs. we always fool around during practical, seriously like a fun onlythat day miss liew blow onto a spirometer to show us how to measure our lung volume, i think she blow too hard then she cough very loud after she blow and I WAS STANDING BESIDE HER.this is damn funny larh, of course i laugh..and is madly. laugh until my tears come out. don worry my friends especially meijun, next time imitate out let u see. hahas.yesterday we have our fitness practical, what to say...we play like crazy again.hais this course will be so much so much so much fun if we don have projectsi swear i would awfully like my course if we don have some modules like critical reasoning skills, ONOW, IDEAS. these three modules wasted alot of our time lor.
this is my small lil box which i used it to put my rubber bands all the while, and now im gonna throw it away
notice why it was not covered properly?
basically its rot, i cant neither cover nor open it.
wong wong wong what have u done to my box. how could you !
cant bear to throw lehh
its quite useful and sometimes tkd training i can keep my earrings, necklace and bracelet inside.
now i've changed a new box but i doubt i can store as much things as compared to this
polka dots, know why i chose this design
got influenced by typicalben that time !!
he loved orange and polka dots so much that he directed my mind to that design also. hahas.
trying to figure out how to open it for like 3 days, in the end my tkd coach, devester helped me with it.
the other guys also cannot open larh. *butterfly claps for him. woohoos!
see the brown brown thing on the cover.? rust.
no choice i have to change a new box to prevent me from having hard time to open it again
sooooo......sayonara, zai jian !
and here's my new box to keep all my rubberbands :Dso cute right. i adore sweet and cute stuffs, eee.....tempt me so much
make me spend money only
talking about money, im still dangling on the line of going to be bankrupt
all is because i got no schedule for hurs
i shouldnt wait anymore right, thinking of finding a new job and quit hurs.
busy life.
study, CCA, work, MONEY
nowonder people said when u are in poly u must know how to manage ur time well
and they said be prepared to take another challenge in poly
im experiencing it now.
know wat, i just created a new hotmail account
my old email got virus and now i got zero contacts in my contact list
just went to my school website to update my email website also
and now i have to explore the msn because i dunno where to chat with friends
so troublesome.
♥our lips must always be sealed
7:09 AM
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
School starts today
the feeling was all right but i nearly fall sleep during chemistry
Ng Sek Yeo continued with his schooling days again. Today he tok about "when i was in sec school TAT TIME ~~...." instead of his " when i was in university tat time" .
He's been sharing about his uni life since sem 2 for 10 weeks. Good change though.
still....enjoy larh. nv tok bad bout him.
And i love Miss Liew ttm larh
thanks her for knowing that ONOW is such a redundant module hor.
Thank you very much hor hor hor .... ! =P
♥our lips must always be sealed
3:08 AM
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