weewee!!
start off two stupid pictures of myself first since meijun nagged me for more pic
ya ya ya i know my face fat already...meijun's parent also say my face like rounder le
haish...whatever larh
im sick and tired of watching my weight everyday, seriously im those kind of person with bigger fat cells, thats why i turn fat easily
now i just wanna eat normal, continue exercise of course and have no snacks IF i can control.
losing weight is so difficult and tiring, the more u control, the more you eat and the target u set, the 1 kg u lose will bounce back and gain even more lor.
im in that situation....
this is another busy week again
my priority in life is sleep and yet this is the most little thing i've done
u know everyday i only have 4-5 hours of sleep.?
im sure one day my body wont be able to take it, how long can i tahan im wondering
this is enough i thought, but its me who put myself to this torturing life am i right.?
who ask me to join CCA in the first place.?
who ask me to be a spendthrift then.?
who ask me not to revise homework
and who ask me to be so stupid .?
i can neither give up my CCA nor studies or even work.
so i should just shut up and don blame others for it. hahas.
anyway shall show u what i've done for the week:
Monday: .....lesson as per normal, slept super late for revision
Tuesday:.....went to school early for ideas project, stayed back for ideas project then off to tkd. slept super late for revision.
Wednesday: 8am lesson, stayed back after school until 6 plus 7 for ideas project. went back home to do model till 2 am late night.
this is what i've done alone, not perfect but i've put a lot of effort to do
Thursday: 8.30 lesson in the morning, from here u can count exactly how many hours i slept only.
not really satisfied with ideas presentation cos i think i nv did my best cos i kept then then then....really dread this module so so much.
seriously its wasting my time only.
last two hours lesson we have stress management,
the teacher like making us stress and not relieving stress,
she asked us to come up with a logo that can represent our proposal
so i just drew...hahas so cute right.
its all the exercising equipments cos my group is doing stress and exercise.
then she's not satisfied with our workshe said we nv think out of the box
she said before that she alr told us we can go out of the classroom to get whatever source we can
she said we can open laptop and come out with whatever creative logo we want
and she said we nv do it at all, we just sit at our place and draw, talk
she said when she was teaching in JC, THE STUDENTS THERE ARE LIKE ADULTS, they can do it very well and INTERESTINGLY. so u mean we are like kids that just doodling idly on the paper.?
and she said that she cant show us what 02 has done since the standard of the class has set. she meant that we are of lower standard than 02 lor. im not jealous or angry with 02 actually because indeed they are much diligent than us. so what !!!!
she shouldnt compare okay, im ultra unhappy with this matter lor,
we are not from arts school of course we cant be creative pls.
compare 01 with 01 for what?! compare jc with poly for what?!
lesson end at 6...the sun is setting but my anger is boiling
Friday: slept at 11 at thursday night thats why friday im more energetic.
these pictures are dedicated to meijun, i know she like to see those organs
so tatas ~
left:liver. right:lungs
cows stomach. this is only 1/4 of it FYI !!!!before that i thought is intestine lor
kidney
i volunteered to disect the liver.
woohoos..interesting
but the top one is not i disect one, is su's cos my medulla part not very clear so miss liew used her's to explain.
meijun arh..u like it marhs
my lesson end then i quickly chiong to take photos de leh,
just for you to see only.
don need to thank me hor. *tweety 180degree swing* hohos =X
Saturday: POL-ITE poomsae competition
Sunday: POL-ITE Sparring competition
went down to temasek poly for both days, actually sunday i can replace nicole for work but the prize presentation is on sunday which was very rush, so i just tell her that i cnt replace her alr. feeling remorseful :(
for sat poomsae, i got bronze, fang ting got gold
congrats congrats
im not satisfied with my results however, my bronze is not third place, is forth place because there are two bronze winners.
i felt im not like winner like that lor, forth place usually is nv get medal derh, normally is 1 gold, 1 silver and 1 bronze de what.
nvm at least i made my sch proud, but you know this actually made me have no confidence in joining IVP le. im disheartened
im i expecting too much for myself?
now i just wanna do well for the upcoming sunday grading then im officially green belt.
double once is enough, no more double for me already cos after green have to fight alr, i don wan to spar with higher rank people. hahas. so scared ~
anyhow, pictures...
erhem..excuse me, this photo actually is my individual shot de, but stupid chee hian keep on squeezing in. he look like the hong kong actor 马国明 don u think so? hmm...ok this he look very jiao don look like, must see his expression-less look.
photo shot with ah E,
xi guan le.
i always call her this even though i know is someone else who start calling her this
lastly, a photo with pretty fangting.so pretty, can do pattern, can spar and we are both year 1
my idol already larh, gold lehh...
if me i will be so so so ~~~ overjoyed.
we didn get overall championship, came in forthbut we are the no.1 jiu in our heart.
SP SA !!!
♥our lips must always be sealed
6:45 AM
Owner of this place is KiaYian.詹佳燕!!
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Sunday, January 23, 2011
