Tuesday, February 1, 2011
Cold cold weather all day long...
monday's rain was like unstoppable, the weather in Singapore will soon be comparable to genting or korea or taiwan or hong kong weather.
my very rare attempt to wake up early to go for 8am class despite the heavy downpour because i always skipped monday morning lecture.
suay suay....when i reached school my coursemate told me that morning lecture was cancelled as teacher was down with flu.
damn it !! alot of us didn receive the msg lor, waste my 3 hours of free time. i could have gone back to sleep and continue with my reluctant feeling to wake up one. sure shiok i tell you.
so we just spent our 3 hours in foodcourt 5, do our revision and ate KFC porridge.
yummylicious !!! =P
look outside fc 5 swimming pool,
though it may not be very clear, u should be able to see droplets of rain shooting down the swimming pool which made the swimming water unclear right
eeyeer ~ i can feel the cold even though im indoor you know.
luckily i bought KFC porridge and put a whole packet of pepper to warm my body up
the porridge is super nice, addicted to it now.
Bla Bla Bla ~~~
so the rain continued for the whole monday, luckily tuesday never rain much but you can feel its still ultra windy, and finally i see the sun after about 3 days of ominous dark cloud.
actually i love rainy days alot, i counted that as last time from now on
after these few days of rain, i cannot stand the cold. REALLY !!
im shivering and hungry all day long, keep wanting to eat and munch and drink
even after u finished a big bowl of noodles, u don feel bloated at all, u felt more hungry lehhs. die, here comes my calories lor...
Do you all feel the same way as i do also.? hmm...
and and monday night i wore track pants to sleep, this is sick, im seldom like that
gained many fats in body, however, it does not protect me from cold at all !
anyway sunday our family made egg roll !!
it was fun yet gruelling.
i didn contribute much because i was busy cleaning the house.
left shi's mum, her sister,her, andy, owen, sanyi to finish all.
rushed home from grading and intend to help cos i thought they will be starting early,
due to rain, they delayed and so i can see the whole process of doing it.
so should i thank the rain this time round? hahas
some random pictures to show you all.....
the two sisters
meijun, ur favourite !!!!!!
charlie, sitting so obediently.
tiring sunday, i lost my ezlink card on that day after my grading,
can i be that unlucky these days, tell me where's the end point .?
i really couldnt stand it anymore, life sucks.
homework, projects, taekwondo, money, work, scoldings
the same problem surrounds me all day long u see
what's worse is that i couldnt even solve anything especially my mum
this is not blackmouthing her but i kept telling myself that i should just let her scold and tolerate it but i cant because when things happened which is not even my fault, i will want to fight back
sometimes i cannot withstand her tandrum, something kept flowing in my mind which i wanted to tell her but i still controlled not to
im those kind who doesnt like to be misunderstood and die die also must make things clear
i know myself that my temper is also not very good but i don get angry like everyday, every minute snd every seconds.
im those kind who likes quiet and peaceful environment to let me cling on after many sad days and tired moments i've met, but i never can have that
im not a maid, i dread people to call me to do this and do that, i don like the feeling of being force
and im 19 this year, i need freedom,
i don expect total freedom like a bird, just give me more of my own space as a young adult.
my cca also gives me problem that sometimes i was thinking whether should i give up
sad to say no one supports me for joining tkd, no motivation its okay as long as i know what i want, i will get it.
its not stubborn, is interest !!!!!
how fortunate am i to live in Singapore i thought, so i always tell myself that im very very lucky because Singapore is really a nice country, so i cannot be greedy or take advantage of it
im not, i just need a person to talk to, to understand me, to pull me up and just a pad on my shoulder i will be very touch till i can cry ,am i expecting too much.?
now this period is already new year eve, one of my post i wrote that my resolution for 2011 is to have a better year.......will this come true for me??
How can i pretend to be happy all the time if im not happy at all.
Fake world !
♥our lips must always be sealed
8:50 AM
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